help could be right in front of you.

A little update on life, well volleyball is going a little better which always is a plus for me. :)
I played in both games this past weekend, and I thought I did pretty good. Lets keep this going God :)

As far as other issues in life, I wish that people would at least try and explain what's wrong with them BEFORE completely shutting you out. You never know, that person could be the one that actually understands and helps you the most. But, if they don't let you in, then that's when you just have to be the bigger person and move aside and give that person "me" time.
Hopefully it works out for both of you.

Well t-minus about 28 days until the fambam is all packed up and on the road to Spokane, WA.
yayy! I can't wait to see them! :) <3

well needed weekend.

man oh man.
this weekend was needed, especially today.
I got to see a part of downtown spokane today that I didnt really know about.
and I did the cheapest things today and had a blast.

Well in other news, my family is moving up here. I went and looked at the houe today and it was nice, and it is about a 6 minute drive from my house haha.
My family will be so close, and in the same town as me while I'm going to college haha, im excited.
I cant wait to see them again.

I GOT A WAFFLE MAKER.
FISH PROTEIN SHAKE.

. . . highlights of my day :)

a little bit lost.

Life would be so much easier if people could just automatically understand how you feel EXACTLY. especailly when words cant help you explain.

Everyone at some point wishes they could go back to a certain time in their life when things were so amazing and everything went well, it was "perfect".
yeaaa, one of those times for me. I chose that specific one because that is the last still moment in time we had when things were amazing. Its so crazy to me that one situation can change your life forever, but it happens. That is life. The world would be perfect if everyone could go back in time and change the mistakes they have made, but obviously we cant.

That still moment breaks my heart. I think its harder to deal with the fact that things are so bad when you know that they can be so great. It would be easy if things were just bad, you would kinda be like ok yea this sucks, but it happens. When you experience the good in something and then it turns bad, your attitude is now more along the lines of disappointment and frustration because you know the good in it.

Does time heal all wounds? it sucks that something that can heal you supposedly, is something that none of us on earth have a lot of. so is there a way to heal without using so much of something you dont even have?

i guess we'll see.

never over look a situation, its like lying to yourself.
and thats never good.

instead just face facts, it makes you a stronger person and then you can base your dreams around that. :)

quincy, california.

ok so i was just reading all the previous posts i had up on the page. . . DANG. that first year in quincy was hard, im not going to lie, but if i had to update the posts about quincy and look back and give you my opinion about it now, im in love.

my sophomore year at FRC was one of the best years of my entire life. I was surrounded with unbelievable, unforgettable, amazinggg friends that i love with all my heart. at this point in life, i wish i could go back. (boy i never thought i would say those words) but its true. if i could live last year over and over again, i would.

although i am not in california anymore i still have made some of the best relationships of my entire life and i know they are here to stay :)

love you california and all the people i met there. <3

back up and running :)

new update.

i havent written on here in a while, but im back!
Now im currently in a different state doing the same thing i love. :)
i miss all my friends and family, cant wait to see you soon.

<3