Wednesday, February 29, 2012

I wish I was lying in your arms! :)

Shave;;

Shave tonight so you can do March mustache :))))
Forcing cuddles huh? Just Skype me after the game. Maybe you have too much going on the Internet cant handle lol

Was I ever a slam piece?! :)

Penny?

Haha she's not a dime?
Even for an elder person?

Please Skype with me at least before I go to bed, I'm nervous about the next 12 hours!!!!

#inneedofqualitycuddles
Just text me, I'll blog.

Talk dirty to me!!!

No Internet?

Failure Alaska;;

Noooooooo. FAIL.

Bahahahaha!

Mask!
Ok well text me when you are home. I'll grab my computer so I can watch this game :)

Growl baby;;

Beer sounds kinda good lol I think my mom is going to mail me that growler we bought in Vegas :)

Apple a day;;

Oh and of course we couldn't come to the mall without the usual. I got a little piece of you!!! :) <3

Smile for freckles;;

Well I hope you check this when you get out of the funeral, I hope it went well and your tie turned out nicely :)

I just ate at red robin with mommy, yummy. Wish you were here to join. Text me when your done.

I love you more than you knoww! :)
I love you too! So much. <3
Good :)

I think you should still go out there. She misses you, a lot!!!!

Maybe it will be good for you two.
Under over under up and through babe :)

Wish I could tie it for you!! Pic?

What time is it at? I want a pic of you and your dad together!
Babe you can always vent, I'm here for that and I love when you do!!!!

But again, you can't control her choices, just do what you have to do.
How is your dad today?
Tell him hi and I'm sorry for the loss, everything will be ok!!!
Well there is nothing you can do about it babe :/

Does your mom embrace the native?
Maybe shawna is just like your mom?

Babe you don't mean that!

And the step side of your family isn't bad!!!
Maybe they are just busy?

If not, don't worry about them, just worry about you.
She isn't going to the funeral?

Support;;

You are a lot of people's rock baby, including mine. And your dad's.

I'm glad you are going, at least for him. Youre a great person and a lot of people want you there. I'm proud of you.

I hope everything goes well today and tell your mommy I say hi!

Mwuahhhhh! :) <3

Morning baby;;

I hope you have a great day also! Hopefully this is the last day I can never talk to you again!!!!!

Do something fun! And smile big!!

I love you!

Here are some morning kisses!!!!
Thanks for leaving me with that thought babe :)

Sleep amazing handsome. I can't wait to hear from you in the morning <3

Buffness much?

:)
Babe?
I am up. Take your time, I'll wait for you.

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

We miss you!!!

Sorry I didn't get ahold of my moms phone, I love skyping you and seeing your face, I love hearing your voice!

I do think I run the relationship, I just keep everything in order lol and I am going to try my hardest to come see you this summer. Promise.

Emily is very nice, seems very chill. I like that! :) very gorgeous too!!!

Well I'll be waiting up, love you.

Your post;;

Made my freaking night and week!!!!!!


I love when you post shit on my Facebook!!!!!! :))))))

I like it!!! <3

Shit talking;;

Yessss look who lead to victory! My boy!!!! :)))




Whatcha doing babylove?

Make my night;;

That just made my night!!!! You are unbelievably adorable!!!!

I can't wait to be with you again, wherever it may be!!! :)

I hope you had fun watching the sled racing!

I'm glad we get along well. I will keep everything under control in our relationship if you just back me up! :)))

I love you unconditionally!! <3
I got two! One of BWW and the other of a truck?
I have a question.

Do you like that I run our relationship?
I mean this in a serious way lol
I always try and take care of our laundry and chores and what to eat, etc. do you like that?

And does it bother you that I just tell you to do things? For example go get the groceries or fix this.

Blog it :)

Dog sledding;;

Noooooo I'm so jealous. Take me with youuuuuu!!! :/

I've always wanted to do that!!!! Are you going to actually have a sled or just watch?!!!!!! Take pictures!!!! Who are you going with?
I miss you too!!! I hope you slept good! Plans for today??? :)

I miss youuuuu!!!!!
Good morning babe!!! Sorry about the ring comment, it came off wrong. I just want some jewelry for my birthday! Native earrings :)

I love you and I hope you have a good day! Text me!

Hopefully two more days!!!!!!! Fingers crossed. Have they called yet? :/

I love you!

Monday, February 27, 2012

I try lol.

Ok well I'm falling asleep. I love you. Sleep right and text me tomorrow lots!!! :))

I want a ring!
That's awesome!!! I wish I was there to help!! Something you didn't know about me, I love working on cars/engines. I used to do it to my
Quads alllllll the time when I was little.

Tell Tom I said hi if he remembers me! You are so handsome!!!! <3
I'm lying in bed in the exact position I would be in if you were here.
Handy man? I can dig ;)

How was your day?
Good. I miss you. Will you talk to me for awhile? I just finished homework!

Keep texting me!!! :))))

From Cheney to Anchorage :)

Bahahahah!!!! Whaaaat?

Go catch one for me!!!!!
Thanks babe!!!!!! Same to you!!!!

I miss your cuddles.

And I hope it stops snowing!!! It has here! :)

Have a good day and text me later! :) <3

Sunday, February 26, 2012

My mom just asked for the air mattress!!!!!
Ok good!

I'll let you go. If you get the urge to send a kiss or picture please do!

I hope you feel better and sleep good. Have amazing dreams and stay warm without me!!

I love you. <3
Ohhh ok. I saw those!!! You are so amazingly sweet! I love you.


I'll sleep with you again soon. Don't let anyone have my spot!!!
Its ok! You just owe us :)

Where's the surprise in the bathroom?
Now write me a letter please and send it this week so I get it!!!!!

:)

Mommy is here. I miss you.
Babe I love you too!

Even though you didn't write me a letter, let me no surprise in my bathroom and didn't buy me another gallon of milk.

How was your shower?
Skype soon?
Well I'm just watching the game and then we can sometime after that!?

What picture? Thank you though! :)

I miss you.

#west
Yes please. I would love that. Sometime before 10 my time please
Love you also.

Saturday, February 25, 2012

Leave me a voicemail. I just want to hear your voice!

Friday, February 24, 2012

I will look into that, I love you.

Have fun tonight babe! Send me pics! :* :) <3

Thursday, February 23, 2012

Be there in a little babe :)
I know, I looked when you left to see how U of A did, and saw lol. Well just text me, enjoy your night babe!

Fort and pizza don't forget!

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

What the change of plans lol
Get over here.
I'm only making it if you help me!!! We do this together!!!!

And yes a fucking fort :)
But are you in a pizza mood?

I will go get you pizza shit. Lol
I'm not upset lol but you do owe me a fort sometime soon! :)
Well I'll be home. See you when I see you. Tell Hiram we aren't going out please.
Alright well we can go out another night I guess. Maybe tomorrow after we eat sushi? :)

But what are you hungry for? I have all pastas.
Hamburger.
Chicken.
One leftover Salisbury steak. Haha
Tuna.
Spagettios.
Taco shells.
Well Hiram still said hell go out because "it doesn't cost to hit on bitches at the bar" lol

I am always down to go out. I will drive myself. I don't have to drink, you just have to dance one song with me! :)

Right now I am just eating and doing a little reading.


Thoughts?
Thankyouuuuu!!! I don't have much longer

Monday, February 20, 2012

I love you

Sunday, February 19, 2012

Too late :) I'm home. Come over :))
Come over, I'll take care of you. Make you food and dessert :)
Thinking about going to the no pants party or the jungle party if I can scrape up $5.

You have plans! Those sound so good!!! I haven't had dinner yet. But I'll always eat.

What were you thinking? :*

Friday, February 17, 2012

Start the biscuits baby love

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Yesssss.

I texted Jim!

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Done with everything today! I'll be home
Hope you slept good babe. Happy valentines day!

Hope you have a great day! I hope you get lots of valentine cards from all your valentines :)

Love ya

Monday, February 13, 2012

Alright well goodnight to you too!

Well you said you would be here so it was going to be a surprise, but the surprise was for me, because you really aren't here. But it's fine.

I'll just see you tomorrow? I'm upset, I feel ditched and idk why you ask me what my dinner plans are and you ask what I think after I tell you shaq doesn't want to come over.
Why ask what I want when you won't really bother to listen and do it. I tell you I want you to come and I'd like to see you but you aren't here.

Idk, just sucks.

I guess.

Well what I had was for tonight but you aren't here ://

Have a good night.

I also feel like either you or shaq is lying to me :/

But you said you would stay. I will be leaving the house at 8:30 anyways, do you need anything earlier?

Where are you sleeping if he is staying there?
Well I wish you were here, you said you would stay tonight. Buuut :/

Will you at least text me a good night or something?!!
I take that as a no you aren't coming over. Have a good night babe.
Well seen how there's no tacos tonight I might just have a bowl of cereal.

Where are you right now? Are you coming over or no?

What do you mean make me wait?
Shaq said he doesn't want to do it but I would love to see you.
On my way home!
Grabbing clothes?

Are you buying the meat? :)

Tacos tonight??

If so can you just buy the meat we need for you me shaq and Britta!?

I'll get the condiments and shells.

What time do you think you'll be done with your game?

Wanna shower tonight?
Yep lol :)

Well you know where I'll be! Besides the gym at 4:30 :)))
Ohhh ok. Lol

Well good luck if I don't see you today!!
Yea Britta wanting shaq is old news! Did she finally tell him?

What are your plans for today?
I had a dream that we were driving in the car in Las Vegas and a cop pulled me over and I went to jail, you laughed. :/

Sunday, February 12, 2012

Ok well good night to you too!!!! :/
Just don't worry about it.

I have class on Tuesday. Have a good night.

Saturday, February 11, 2012

I'm at eagles. Can we go home? Is Jim up?
I got her ID :))

Please stay up or put your phone on Loud
Me and BBB came to the bars :)

I will be home. I would love for you to come over. Can I come get you when I get back in Cheney?
I'm in Spokane right now. Are you going to come over at all?
I'm in Spokane right now. Are you going to come over at all?
So what's your plan tonight?
That sounds good.

Well just let me know if you go to Moscow tonight.

Be careful it's getting super foggy. If not the door is always unlocked.

How was your day?
No one. No one ended up coming over so me and Britta went to zips for ice cream.
Well that would be fun! If you do, be safe. <3
Why would you go to Idaho?

I think you already know the answer to that question!
I have no plans. I'm folding your laundry and just going to make dinner.

Have a good night.

Ps. I didn't use your card for the movies.
Are we doing breakfast? :)

Friday, February 10, 2012

If you are coming over I need to know first. People are coming over and I don't trust them to not keep it secret! So please be safe tonight!!! I love you. See you in the morning!!!!!! <33333
Well okay but if you change your mind the door is always unlocked. But I love you and have a good night and be safe.

Also a breakfast sounds really good. But I don't have any cash monies right now. I love you. Just let me know whatever the plan is.
Are you going out? Or just going home?

Thursday, February 9, 2012

Change of mind;;

:/

I'll be here and the front door is unlocked.

I just have counseling at 11am tomorrow.

If not goodnight and I love you!

<3

Cuddles?

Wanted;

Man with great smell who is tall and warm. Needs to have long arms to hold me tight. He must be aware that I have a huge headache and I'm very stressed so I just want to lay down and relax. If he can be comforting then he's perfect. I only accept natives as I am a native myself :)

I just need a man for tonight. Rides will be giving in the morning when needed. I even make breakfast!

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Shiiiiiiit!!!!!!!!!! ://////////////
Hurrrry come over!!! Let's shower!!! Eat!!!!
Type of food sounds good?

I'll think of a dish.

Tacos?
Fettuccine Alfredo?
Chicken pocket squares?

Ready for the night;;

Just got done working out!!!

I will decide and see what I can do for dinner :)

I'm so excited!!!!

9;;

Good luck tonight babe. I hope to see you around nine. Text me what you want for dinner. I love you!!!

I might be going to a movie tonight but I will be home ASAP!!!

All of the above;;

Yes :)


<3

Slow time;;

It's passing so slowwww. :/

Less than 24hours!

Your phone is off?!

Monday, February 6, 2012

Well I'll be here if you want to come over.

Ditching me?

What are you doing? I have been home wanting to hang out and I thought you were coming over?

But you have been ignoring me the past two hours :/

I don't get it?

Well enjoy your day then!
I'm not doing that lol


Where are you?
He left. Want to come over?
You can come over, my landlord is just fixing the dryer. I didn't go to class.

But he might be leaving soon because he has work.
Are you coming over at all today? Text me

The shitty feeling when;;

You realize maybe you aren't meant to be no matter how bad you might want it.


Ok well this sucks.

Have a good night.

:/

Sunday, February 5, 2012

Is there something I should be worried about? :/
Nothing why?


I thought you were going to bed?
What are you talking about?

Long time;;

I love you.


Sweet dreams:)
Come over and make it nasty :)
I would love for you to be with me!!!

I only have class 1-3 tomorrow. I'll be home the rest of the time :)

Glad you're safe!!! Enjoy your night babyboy<3

Saturday, February 4, 2012

11:15 I am going out now!
Be here at 11 please! :)
Ok I will let you know ASAP.

Please don't fall asleep. How long is the walk?
Want me to stay in?

I will tell you like 30 mins early? So we get home same time?
Right now I am eating pizza. Gonna get ready soon to do something.
I'm thinking I'll be home by 11:30-12.

Keep checking this or facebook statuses, I'll let you know :)
You should see what I am doing right now :P

STOPPPPPPPP WITH THE BLOOPING BOXES AND IM's!!!!!!

I may beat you again!!!!! ;)


Go to the game babe, just don't sit near me lol

I will post on here after the game and pizza and let you know what's happening :)

Wish I could shower with you :*
I hate that I can't type back. The message box just sits in front of me!!!!!!

I'm not a shlut!!!!!!! ;)

I love you handsome. Should we set a time?

Partying is overrated;;

May skip it all together :)

If not front than back;;

You know the door situation. Who knows I may fall asleep and miss the game :)

My friends are being dumb when it comes to the same drugs and I can't help them anymore, it sucks! :/

Buuuut I'll be home alllll day excited to use this Saturday to the fullest lazy day!!!! :)))))

Take the good with the bad;;

There are both good and bad things to say. However I do think the bad things can easily be changed into good! :)


I think I am going to lay here and watch movies all say until the basketball game, then I'm going to that and then maybe out for a little. I'm still not drinking! I may call it an early night.

The weather is nice! I'm in my flip flops! Basketball would make it a good day! :)))

Pondering;;

I have so much to tell you!
A lot of stuff needs to be said. And SOON!


Why didn't it work out??? :///
These things keep lining up and I'm scared, I don't like this! :'///

Needing my prince to have and to hold! <3

Friday, February 3, 2012

Fun Friday??

I saw two counselors today. . .

One lasted 3 hours!!!!! ://

I'm tired.
Feel SO SO drained. :/
Weak.

This sucks.


6 days left <3

Why this reminds me of us?

Drake feat Rihanna-Take care.


I just think of our relationship! I don't know why though.

Ily <3

Defending myself;;

Ugh. I'm up because of bad dreams. I wish I had someone here or I could just call someone but everyone is asleep! :/
I don't really feel good. My nose and whole head are tired lol

Today was a long day, stupid Thursday.
Woke up and of course because my appointment was at 2 the time wanted to take forever to get there.
People seemed annoyed, unwilling to help, and mad at me for my actions. :/
I felt uncomfortable.
I thought that was the opposite of how I was supposed to feel when today was over?
Ugh, we'll see.

Well counseling tomorrow, two times in a row! :/

Counting the days, trying to become nothing but better.
Praying things go my way this time!


<3

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Please be safe!!!!! 3:30 am is not safe when it is icy outside!!!!!


Waiting for a safe return!!!! <3333333

Sick;;

This is going to be a lonnnnng night.

I am sick :/
My nose is raw from being blow so much and my head feels like a balloon!!!! :/


I wish I had cuddles, I hope prestige worldwide won!!!! :)

<3