letting go;;

"If you love something, let it go."



Right?! Maybe not!?

How do we know for sure? I guess we never do. I guess we never truly know anything. If we are given choices of different paths, we will only ever truly know the results of the path we actually took.

Well, after multiple paths that I took, I found you.


my t w i n f l a m e .


However, lets end this happy love story now.

Just because you find your twin flame, doesn't mean you'll be together, happy, forever.

That's right, the feeling of complete fullness, like your soul is no longer missing something. The willingness to make that person your priority no matter what, which by the way comes too easy. The burst of energy that you have, together, through sex and emotional connection all feels different. Lastly, what won me over, the patience to understand all the qualities I was not. It was the love that I finally had for what was opposite of me.



But like I said, I have to end this, abruptly.

Not by choice, God no. EVER.

But because it is what I have to do.

I have to let go of you.

It's so funny because tradition and society has taught us that loves relates to possession and a life of togetherness. That is not always love, but the fear of being alone.

Why would I want to lose you, I wouldn't. Problem is, I am damaging myself. I am thinking in all the wrong ways. I must let go in order to stop damaging myself. By damaging myself, I am damaging you, and the connection that we will forever have. I don't need to be in possession of anything, you are always with me. My reward was that you came into my physical life, at a time no one ever saw coming, and you touched me where no one has ever reached before. You connected with my soul, and my life will never be the same again.


So, this is me writing, from the deepest part of my soul, letting you know I love you more than anyone and anything can ever be explained, but I have to let go, for both of us.